As of today, I have 3 months and 13 days left until I become Scottsboro High School Alumni. Graduation, although it feels like it, is not the end but the beginning of a newer and even more exciting chapter in our lives! I have mixed feelings every other day. One day I'm totally hyped about moving on and starting college, getting a job, getting married and settling down. Then the next day I am so sad that all my friends just about are moving off and it feels horrible but I'm super excited and happy for all of them. No matter if they're going to be at Mississippi State, Alabama, Auburn, UAH, or at Northeast, I will be praying for them all and missing them all more than they realize!
I won't be deppressed about it but I am going to miss seeing them 6 days a week and hanging out, birthday parties, long late-night talks about life and guys, lunch table convos, pep rallies, ball games and student sections that are supposed to be a Senior majority but Juniors are un-cooperative so we just let it go, copying homework, Mr. Day's class and being able to skip class to go to his class, Mrs. Esslinger's deep motivational talks and novels, and pointless hours of riding around a town we always complain has nothing to do when we can really have fun just doing almost nothing like dancing in random parking lots, rolling someone's house or writing funny stuff on balloons we give to the ones we love/love to hate. Whether it's just a sleepover at Adair's, planning senior trip, before prom pictures, swimming at Shelby's, or just watching movies at Hannah's we always have a blast and that's what were supposed to be doing to leave our mark on this dead town. There are positives like getting my degree and a real job and everything. I am just a very sentimental person and these moments mean a lot to me! I guess I just don't really wanna grow up yet :/
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